This is F.A.B

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                       Building up seems like so much longer and the decent is just far enough that the plunge downward seems more appealing.   They should just call Reincarnation "Spiritual Recycling" and Heaven "the final purchase."  Religion is the most beautiful part of humanity and I can never take part.  I cannot commit,  and when I do I can never believe.  I can write with both hands quite well now,  I am reaching fever pitch.  It's either make it now or spiral into madness forever.