The saddest thing in life

Leo told me something today that broke my heart, that he is depressed and wants to become an alchoholic when he is older. School is just too much. He doesn't want to do it anymore. He wants to drop out. It happens to every one of my friends. I saw it happen to Kevin and I never want to see it happen to Leo. There is a plague in the world, it is our fellow man. It is SOCIETY what an overrated egotistical lie! The very notion of society is total arrogance. Men thinking that they are end of all means. The reason why the earth is around. Let me tell you something, and I don't want to burst your arrogant bubble, humanity means nothing! You are the same as any parasite that leeches off of mother nature. Men are the product OF life, not the meaning to it. So what you are intelligent, so what you are adaptive, so what you have SOCIETY, so what you have technology, so what you are "divine" which is just a word that you made to label yourself. I can tell you one thing that makes you no different than the lowliest maggot, you are going to die. And you are going to die alone and in agony. It can be physical pain, emotional pain, but it will be pain because no matter how content you think you are with life your last moments you will stare nothingness in the face and realise you do not want to die. It will be something that will present itself slowely and deliberatly. SLOWLY nothingness will ebb into your soul while you start to slip away. And I gurantee you it will not lead to something bigger, it will just get smaller and smaller. And I also know that will make you feel uncomfortable. because your that arrogant human. That thought everything you had done in life was so great.

but what is greatness besides what other men think of you?

When humanity dies so does your legacy. So does your petty shit you worked for. Your retirement will be the realization that all your money means nothing. You cannot take anything to the grave with you. Why is the phrase just, you can't take your money with you when you die? It is SO much more than that. You cannot take your friends, your family, your happiness, your unfufilled dreams, The list goes on and on. I will qoute Nietzche here because he couldn't have been more right,

What happens when you take away all of mans natural enemies? Enemies like starvation, predation, disease, or even age. I will tell you what mans new enemy becomes, MAN.

What gave society the right to demand so much of its fellow man? I will tell you, they gave themselves the right. Every problem presented to you by your fellow man was by their choice. Oh, you are telling me that society deserves to dictate my rights? Oh, and I will assume you say so because society gives me the ability to live without fear of danger? well guess what?

Mayby some of us don't give a shit about your comforts,

Mayby some of us want to provide for ourselves,

Mayby some of us are actually held down by your society,

Mayby some of us are the reason your society is even alive,

Mayby perhaps, outside of society you would be the inferior, you would be clinging onto us, you would hold resent towards our ability to thrive, mayby your society was just something you made because you were just so resentful of our vitality.

Like I said, it is one thing to believe that you are better than someone, but it makes you lower than the lowliest maggot when you beleive that someone else deserves to be as low if not lower than you are. How pathetic.

and That is what society has become. people Give people a status because they happen to think that it is necessary. what happened to the people that just wanted to live? What happened to that ideal? Sure plenty of people will accept your status if you force them to not be able to thrive.

WHAT HAPPENED?????

All of the sudden a person cannot survive without a car, all of the sudden a person cannot survive without 50,000$ a year, all of the sudden a person cannot survive without eating constantly, all of the sudden if you do not have a lot of money you are persecuted. Well I laugh at those people, what a prison they live in. Do they have the strength to throw away that money? do they have the strength to not care what their neighbors think? Do they have the strength to leave? They cannot even move into a different house without strife. ha, they built that prison for themselves. I will tell you one thing that is a truth, you can survive with so much more than what society says you need.

So who are you to say that what he wanted was wrong. TO LIVE? is that so wrong? He followed the rules, they ALL followed your rules. Until you made them give up. Thats how BLINDLY LOYAL they are to society! How can you pass that off as them not being strong enough???? IT WAS YOUR RULES! you made them up. Who is to say that they have merit? you. That means nothing. What a hypocracy, you merit your own rules validity. ha! But what does your society mean when it is just your will against someone elses? When humanity is gone but you and the person you opressed? If I know him well he would have let you go. He would not impose his will upon you. Because he is the more powerful man. Mercy always remains the priviledge of the more powerful man.