Unmotivated man

Too many blisters to type.

Too late to finish my homework.

Too tired to paint.

Too sad to sleep.



It seems like the most underrated type of person in the present day is a caring, nurturing, individual. A nice person is too "weak", not individual enough, too optimistic and not real. You women truly are noble creatures, sometimes I just want to talk to a girl just to get some fresh perspective. Sometimes all I want is to be friends with a girl, true friends, just so I know I can have someone to talk to about certain things and share compassion with. Guys care about their friends just as much, maybe more. But we also want to let the person overcome their struggles and be their own man.



The problem with this is that if the opportunity for a relationship is there I will take it like any other animal. Because maybe, just maybe, we men have also been longing for that significant other our whole lives. sure I can accomplish a lot, receive glory and praise. But who could I share that with? Who else would raise a kid with you? Live their whole lives with you? Quite a feat, quite an accomplishment, but most of all quite a blessing. And judging by what kind of person I am today, I feel the odds of finding that person are slim if not negligible. Because I like to do spontaneous things, leave and go places, be crazy, push the limits. It will be damn hard to find another person willing to do the same and follow me into the abyss. The ultimate sad song, but that is for another day because my fingers are in some major pain cataloguing this song that will fall upon no ears.